I love my boyfriend but need to leave I am sorry da

My boyfriend and I had a big fight on this abroad issue. I cried every night, I worried much because it so hard to leave my boyfriend whose with me for more than 2 years. He was afraid that I fall inlove to someone because of the distance. But even he was not agree on my travel I disobey him, please forgive me da I need to do this and you know the reasons why i do this. I am sorry if i made this decision on my own and hope u understand because i need also to decide on my own, i felt i was controlled by anybody that surrounds me. I know deep inside my heart I love u more than what you feel and you know how i value it. Please da understand my situation, I need to spend a lot of money not for myself but for my two brothers and you know that. Help me pray da that in going to Dubai I am successful ....Please wait for me......Thank you.... I love u very much...

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Last mid of January my boss Mam June Cabal telling that his son will going to Dubai to see nice jobs as i listened to their conversation mam June told me to go because I am single it was seconded by ate Aimee my cousin. I pause and think about it and immediately i asked for ate alots email add.But it was not my plan to visit to Dubai actually I was planning to apply for colleges and or Universities here or maybe an online job. When I got home I immediately wrote a letter for my aunt introducing myself to her because ate alot didnot know me that I am her relatives, I told her that this is so and so. After 2 days a cousin of mine whose in Dubai now he added me in my yahoo messenger weve chat and talked in voicechat, and that night I had an opportunity to talk to my aunt she was telling me that why I want to apply for a job i Dubai where in fact I was a regular employee in the government. I was telling her that I want to be an independent woman, decide on my own and earn bigger than my salary. That night also my mother also had voicechat with cloyd who is also my cousin. That night I decided to talk to my mother that I want to go to Dubai for good and my mother said we will try. The next day I process my paper I applied for a red ribbon for my documents and thats the beginning of my eagerness to go to Dubai though its very sad to leave my family for 26 years, well i was thinking a matter of two months I am away with my family. I am eager to help my mother especially my brother will undergo a heart surgery and my 2nd bro will undergo ko also a laser surgery for his kidney stone. I was so sad for me but I want to trrrry my very best to help and to seek my own happiness.